biracial hair and going natural

so here's the back story, i haven't had a relaxer since the end of september of 2007 and i had only had 2 relaxers before then. i forgot how fragile chemically relaxed hair is, and i decided to dye my hair....myself. bad move. so then, my hair was too damaged to relax again w/o breaking off so now i was forced to grow out. it's actually not a bad idea, but the problem is, i just CANT WAIT to cut it all off. i'm actually a little nervous, like i always am when i go natural, about how i'll be accepted. i already don't like the idea of short hair because my face is so chubby, but i need the chemicals out of my hair.

i'll update later


by then i may have my curls back.